Something about Rosh

Dreams.. I love to live with my dreams…. It makes me feel better, gives me everything and all what I cant get in my reality… I have no fear of loosing anything.. I dream the way I want because its my sleep… In case something uncontrollable happens in my dream I can always think that it just another nightmare.

I love dreaming of me flying and yes I can dream of it if i really want to dream about it . Sometimes I do write my dreams on a piece of paper (hard to find them coz I have no idea where I leave them) and my mom thinks that I am nuts…. But once I write it on a paper I remember it like forever and I can dream of it again and again.

Still I can remember the dreams I dreamed when I was small because most of the time I dreamed of flying. I dreamed flying away from the people who came to catch me and they had no flying ability… Also I can dream the same old dream again and again… It is soooo awesome… I think I have the ability of Lucid dreaming.

But when I realize that its just a dream it brings me pain because I know that some things I love to dream never come true and I always have the fear of loosing what I want . But no one can steal my things in my dreams.